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PERFECT 18. NO JOKE. OMG CANT BELIEVE HOW LUCKY I AM STILL. SUCH A LOVELY BUNCH OF FRIENDS AROUND ME HEART HEART HEART BIG BIG HEARTS

This shall be a wordy post. The picture post will come later when the respective people finished uploading it.

Spent the actual day with three different groups of people. 2B07 in the morn! Highlight of this was me driving two rounds around Downtown's carpark using Adrie's car. Best way to kickstart 6may! Bowled two rounds with classmates, and it was gooood coz we had endless laughter.

Left them after about three hours to meet Jazvan. That idiot, made me accompany him to Lavendar to do his IC but he forgot to bring the most important slip of paper, so we ended up queueing 2 hours for nothing. Went Serangoon to blow aircon then left for downtown to meet the third group of people, WaiYan and Gary.

This was the best part of the day. I honestly do not know how long they took to plan this, and I still can't understand how they did this so perfectly that I never saw through any of their plan. Plan 1 was supposed to meet Gary at Tamp. I spoilt his plan by asking why Tamp. He said he wanted to eat Seoul Garden. Of all places, Seoul Garden? I asked him why and he said he just felt like eating it, so I said okay, and suggested we go downtown instead. He didnt agree, and used all sorts of excuse like he booked in advance and all, but no, I wasnt being cooperative. I even told him I was gna appear in FBTs. He gave in and allowed me to meet at downtown. Was supppper duper shock when I met him, coz he was carrying super loads of presents. Balloon, flowers, and a huge chipboard. Still thinking that we were going Seoul Garden, I said, "let's go eat!". Instead, he brought me to the waiting area on the second floor and hugged me. Sneaky Waiyan scared me from behind, and I was honestly shocked. That girl, texted me about 20 mins before saying she was meeting a friend, and even turned down my offer of having dinz tgt. Okay, fast forward. They got the cab to send us to pasir ris park, and I had my eyes covered the entire trip, so I had no idea whatsoever where we were heading to. Turns out, they brought me to a cafe restaurant area at Pasir ris beach. Romantic place with nice food. Played the playground afterwards, then headed to WhiteSands to take neoprints!

Last night was celebration part 2. The plan I knew was to meet at Somerset for dinz, then head down to Tamara's place for stayover. True enough, we met at Somerset for dinz, then they said they were gna bring me for dessert, on a condition that I had to be blindfolded. Agreed, and guess what? WHEN I OPENED MY EYES, I WAS IN A HOTEL ROOM. OMG, my dearest girls actually booked a hotel room at Mandarin Orchard to celebrate my bday. Darren was present throughout, so we four had a few hours of watching M18 movies and laughing and talking. Walked down to Cine at 2am to stock up more snacks, then Gary came afterwards to stay over too. This is actually the first time that I stayed awake the entire night. Swimming at 8am, then bathed and all and headed for work at Funan. Not so pleasant experience, so I wouldnt say else it would spoil the entire post.

HOME SWEET HOME, AND IM DEAD TIRED. HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!

Hi, this is the last post I'm posting as a 17 year old girl. IM GNA BE 18 SOON! LEGAL. OH YEAH.

K, that's the reason why I'm here. Just to post that few sentences above.

BYE, XOXO

A quick post before I get ready for school. Yesterday was pretty much a wasted day. 3 hours of lab which was spent using facebook, twitter and whatnot. The only productive thing we did was probably completing the Alice tutorial, which wasn't fun in any way. Needless to say, public speaking lecture was even more useless. Sat there the entire time trying to find people's admin number and classes to help them mark attendance, so 1 hour passed very quickly. Met Niclee, GaryChiam and WaiYan after that for dinner at Bedok 85. Yummmyz food. Gary drove us all home afterwards.

9:53. Time to prepare for schooooool.

HI HI HI HI HI HI I wished the weekends weren't over so quickly. I spent half my Saturday lazing around at home, then meeting Gary before going down to WaiYan's house for dinner.

Then came Sunday which was spent with Family at Kota Tinggi, which I would say, was a very wasted day. Mud, grass, insects and everything disgusting. I survived, anyway! Main highlight was the Jap dinner we had. Very very yummy and I wouldnt mind having that everyday. Salmon skin sushi + Edamame!

Anyway, was with T and O at Somerset yesterday. Forever21 and Editor's Market. Covered two shops in 2 and a half hours, which was quite an accomplishment actually. Coz I can spend hours and hours in forever21. Love ittttt.

School today, AGAIN.

2B07! Biz orientation was really super duper ultra lame. Boring talks, and a few games. And by a few, I meant two. HAHA. On a better note, we, the 7 people from 2B07 managed to bond and know each other better, which was why the Orientation wasnt as boring as it should have been.

Okay, anyway, was with Waiyan and gang the whole evening, talking and laughing about anything and everything. Gary came afterwards, then Waiyan, Gary and me left for Giant to visit Tightfit at work. Hanged around till 10pm before we all left for home.

T's 18th.

I've got to get used to this. I've got to stop relying on you. I've got to remind myself that you can't always be there for me. That I've to lead my own life, make my own decisions, and be on my own. I.Will.Get.Used.To.This, no matter how hard it may be.

School treated me well today, despite the long hours of 11-6pm. Derrick Pee came over to Tamp to meet me before we headed over to Pasir Ris for an hour of gym.

Home, and without you still. What a day, what a night.

On a brighter note, I finally caught up with CHIN WAIYAN. Bitchiest person I ever met, but I love her nonetheless. TMRW TMRW TMRW!!

This photo was taken probably about a month back, when we sent the guys off to Taiwan. AH, sad scene, but its over~

School started, and my classmates and all seem pretty much okay-ish. I think I'll have a great sem ahead. Have been meeting Gary almost every alternate day. He came down on Mon to fetch me from school, then have dinner, then a game of bowling before we parted. Yesterday, I went down to RP to meet Joseph and then to fetch Gary from school. Headed to Cine to watch 'Arthur', then dinner then home.

Sorry that I spoilt yesterday. So much for cherishing every little time we get to spend together......

Preview of Tamara's super belated birthday celebration! Will do a proper post on it soon when the photos are uploaded. Love you two, Tamara and Ondrea, my two fav girls!

Photos taken after church with Shiqi and Veronica!

Today marks the start of Year 2. Year 2 itself sounds scary. Hmmz. I wonder who'll be in my class, and hopefully, I'd be able to get through today being happy. On a brighter note, I'll be meeting Waiyan and Gary for dinner! Looking forward to an awesome night.

Two days of Orientation ended in a blink of an eye. Too quick, I actually wished it would last longer. The first day was rather boring since games were cancelled due to the rain. Second day was better when there was Olympiad and Regetta. Business won the seventh time, WHoooooooo! Ok, loads and loads of politics between schools, but ahz, guess it's all over, and we're still one big TP family!

Date with Gary on Good Friday after church! We had close to two hours of bus ride all the way down to Clementi JUST TO HAVE SAKAE SUSHI when there's an outlet at compass point. Which fyi, was just ten mins away from our first destination. Headed to Cathay afterwards for B&J, some chit chatting session, and finally when the sky was dark, G sent me home.

Home on a Saturday. SLEEPY AND LAZY AND TIRED AND MOODLESS.

Did the craiziest thing today - Naval piercing! Omg you've no idea how coward-ish I was being then, and no idea how much I wna give up and just go home. Both legs and hands were breaking out cold sweat, and my legs felt too jelly-ish to support my weight. Anyhoooo, the studs distracted us, and as we began choosing our studs, we forgot about what we were gna get ourselves into. So, the person said this at the end of my piercing, "I did so many piercings for people, but this is the first time someone actually screamed into my ear". HAHAHA. Matilda did the whole thing without any scream, and Nicolette, the bravest among us, did super loads of tatoo without a sound. Why are the girls so brave? Im the oldest, yet the lousiest. SIGH.

No exercise for about a week or two. Lucky I had two hours of badminton with Jane and Co in the morning after meeting LinJ.

So glad I got to be able to meet Gary in the evening, and I'll be able to see him again tmrw!!! Excited!!! :D

Met Matilda and Nicolette while on the way to Cathay to meet Waiyan, so decided to spend some time with the girls at Orchard central for a time of camwhoring. Hahahahaha. After an hour or two, parted with them and met Gary and gang at Novena station, before going down to Hougang to watch Gary's match. Wy came, and whhoooosh, I miss her like crazy. It's been ten days since I last saw her!!!!

Anw, met up with WY and Gary today again. ToaPayoh to Macpherson to Tampines to Pasir Ris.

I like the way you joke with me, I like your smile, I like the way you hold my hands, I like the way you hug me, I like the fact that you wanted the status, coz it just meant you were serious about this, serious about us. If there's anything I wish for now, it's that things wouldnt change. You know me as I am, I know you as you are, I love you, You love me. As simple as this. Forever isn't a promise, and I can't see forever in us yet. But as time past, and as we discover more about each other, I really hope it'll be true, that we'll be able to be togetherforever.

Had a date with Gary today, again. Vivo, then Chinatown. We had eight scoops of IceCream from Swensens for dessert today! Sinful max!!!

Spent my day with him yesterday too, after a morning session of Badminton with the girls.

And I was busy working the previous two days. Oh, there goes another week of the hols.

As I reflect on how things currently are, I never fail to thank God for you being a part of me. It's amazing how I got to know you, but even more so how we became so close. You were just the guy opposite then. One of the handsome guys the girls our side would probably label as. And as we worked together the following fair, you would know that I wasn't very fond of you. To me, you were the "dao" guy, and throughout the four days, I think we both hardly even exchanged 10 sentences. But as I read WY's messages the third night, I finally understood the reason why. It's close to one month since we got to know each other, and the more I know you, the more I dont wna let you go. You're awesome in every way, and I like that you're reminding me of your availability for me every now and then. I like waking up to see multiple texts from you, and each time your name appears on my phone, do you know how wide I'd smile to myself? Rmb the text I texted you the other night? I told you I love you enough to even see you go. I meant it. You said you wouldnt, and it's cute how you even got angry that I was giving you so much freedom. You doubted me, you doubted your importance to me. But hey, look. You wouldnt want me to restrict your every movement, and wont it be tiring setting rules and keeping to them and getting angry if you crossed the line? So why not you decide those for yourself, and I'd be happy, so long as you're happy. I once said I dont trust you, and I still do not. At least not now. I'm trying to, but give me more time. School's starting, and I hate it. As much as we dont wna drift apart, I know we will. We'll let time decide then, if our feelings are strong enough to keep us together. Coming November, I hope we'll be ready by then to be as one. I love you, G.

The only reason why I'm not talking about it is coz I'm afraid to find out things I dont wna know. I'd rather believe your words, even if they're lies, just so that I could feel better for that few mins.

There's so much I'm compromising on, and the more I do this, the more I wna get out of it. True that I love you, but what if........ this aint meant to work out? I wna trust you, but you havent gave me any reasons to. When I said I felt like I was a replacement, have you any idea how much I actually meant it? You told me to give you time to prove yourself, but how long exactly do you need? You're perfect to me, and I'd give up anything to be with you, but I've a feeling there's more to you than just this, this side that I've seen and that I've known. And I actually secretly wished we havent been more than friends.....

GNA DO POINT FORM BLOGGING INSTEAD.

-Baked with WaiYan on Tuesday

-Met Zahid together with WY at 10pm plus to chat

-Off to the airport to fetch Gary, Tzu Chao and Desmond

-WY's place at 1am

-Out of bed at 12noon

-Headed out for lunch tgt with Gary, WY and Zahid

-Gary's place in the afternoon

-Skcc in the evening

-Met Pet at Tamp to pass her the top

-Back to Gary's place

-Out of bed at 12noon

-Polyclinic

-Home sweet home

Cheryl sweetheart!

One step forward, two steps backwards. When will you ever let me go? You know I wont move on and leave you alone. There's nothing holding you back, why wont you ever let go? Let go of me, let go of the past, let go of all the memories. It's clear we aren't meant to be, maybe you'd do fine with some other girl. And, I know you would. Trust me, give yourself another chance, maybe this time everything would turn out fine. I read through the lyrics you left me a while ago, and I'm sorry that my heart's with G now. I know it aint easy to accept the truth, and that's also the reason why I'm still here for you. I'm sorry that I broke your heart, and I'm sorry that I never could be there to mend it back. You've gave me a million reasons to return back to you, but look, I just can't do so now. Probably never ever be able to do so. Let tonight be the last night you're thinking about me and about us alright? Memories stay, but please move on......